Forgetting

Today I’ve realized that I’m forgetting.

Forgetting him, how he loved me, how sweet he was, how happy he made me feel. I’m forgetting that feeling he always gave me. I have started to forget about us.

That’s why I try to think about him before I fall asleep, so I can dream about him, because that makes him closer. It’s patethic, He’s over me, and I’m not even 17 yet, my life haven’t started.

But it feels like it’s over without him.